Thursday, September 5, 2013
Over and Over Again
So mom went to the hospital again last night. I swear it's a never ending cycle with that woman. Every single month she has gone to the hospital for the past three months. I can't figure out what's wrong, it has to be her equilibrium is off still. Again from another fall at Target a little over a year ago. I'm scared that she's going to keep getting hurt and the next time I won't be there when it happens. I don't know what to do anymore, I hope she will get better soon. First, she falls off the bed trying to turn the light off. In the process hitting her shoulder and bruising her collarbone. She was on the couch for a week, then after that she was ok. For another two weeks at least, that's when she tripped over a chair and bruised her ribs. I mean REALLY!?! It's crazy! She couldn't breath and it scared the hell out of me. Then last night was just plain scary, she was in so much pain she couldn't even move without crying. I had to have the ambulance come pick her up and they put her on the flat board with a neckbrace and all. Every time they moved her she cried out in pain. I almost broke my nails, latching on to the hutch, squeezing a little tighter with every one of them. I just stood there freaking out not knowing what to do, but also knowing I shouldn't drive in that state. So I did what she said and stayed at the house and tried to watch TV. Though I can't even remember what I was watching, I just couldn't snap out of it. I felt totally stuck and about to have a panic attack, so I called my friend DJ who snapped me out of it pretty quickly. One five minute conversation later and I'm back and off to the hospital. X-Rays and one CT scan later and there's nothing. Literally after all that stress and panic, zilch. I don't get it, but if this doesn't stop soon, I don't know how much my heart can take.
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